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Oh well, life sux...

What and how am i feeling now? The word to describe is "sux". Why? Because of many reasons. Firstly, i seriously feel i'm not welcomed anywhere. In class, and even sometimes in ODAC... I seriously think there's some SERIOUS problem with me; my attitude and behaviour, which made people detest me. Anyway, i feel i'm so unimportant. Someone else's matter is like a big deal whereas mine is like nothing at all, so insignificant. Also, all the academic pressure are gradually building up, demanding work schedule. I don't even have any time to take a proper rest. Shan't talk much about this, before i get real depressed.

Anyway, shall start updating on the 100m heats. The heats was held on my birthday, which coincided with the gp mock exams... Anyway, was quite shocked that i managed to qualify (after trying for almost 4 yrs?). 4th of the 8 who qualified, so i just hope some miracle would happen in the finals. What a waste for T25's 4X400m relay, screwed up because of the 3rd runner. Anyway, i hope there's support for me in the finals as i'm the only one left -_-"... Seriously hope that the class can give me support by cheering for me, if not what's the point of me running for them when they heck care. I'm sick and tired of it.

My birthday was as usual, a small affair. Dined with my family members the day before at some indo restaurant. Well, at least quite a no. of my friends still remembered my birthday. Thanks for those well wishes! OK, thanks to the odac guys for that "wonderful treatment" and i'll always remember it! Aaron, BEWARE! HAHAHA.

Oh ya btw. Sorry to those who feel that i'm sending too much crap emails/ chain mails. Please tell me to freaking stop sending them to u! Thanks and sorry for any inconvienence caused.

Hmm... dun feel like updating anymore. Having a very bad headache now, shall go sleep! bb