X-country 06 (edited)

I'm feeling like shit now. Knee hurts, the post effect of it still stays in me.

I had done my best i could, completing 5.2km of X-country non-stop, pushed as hard as i could make myself move. I had no regrets at all. However, i'm totally disappointed in myself, failing to get into a more decent end position. Came in 26+ mins, its a super lousy timing, yet i couldn't do anything about it. I'm like the last person to finish for ODAC guys, and i feel really ashamed of myself. Maybe i've not trained hard enough? I believe, there are no excuses to my lousy running. Should this drive me on to train harder, or its the best that i can do? NS is awaiting for me, with runs almost everyday, usually long distances.

Maybe what i can do now, is to study hard, recover from my knee injury and do my best for the ODAC's National Vertical Marathon (NVM) time trial.

What's wrong being in ODAC man... Why does everyone have something to say about CJ ODAC which mostly negative views? I had ENOUGH of such comments/views and criticisms. We don't critise about other ccas, yet people from other ccas make such comments about us.We're just like other ccas, just that we are bonded together as a family, and just do more runnings than some ccas. To clarify things, ODAC is NOT only about running. Its about the PASSION for outdoor activities, and we're NOT CRAZY.

In a foul mood.