Life simply sux

Life these few days/weeks simply aren't what i wanted and expect. They had gone all wrong or partially... "Tomorrow will be a better day"
I can't seem to make myself mug, just finish what i'm supposed to do and then start to slack. Why can't i do extras? ARGH!... Really need to force myself now. Oh well, exams are getting nearer and nearer, not done any sort of revision of last year's and this year's work. Gonna to suffer when results are out.
I'm going for this year's surf n sweat, which is held at sentosa. Participating in teams event and doing the running leg of the race while my partner, Valarie, is doing the sea leg. Seen the route i'm suppose to run and heard that its about 3+ to 4+ km? I believe its more than that. Shall start working towards my goal of completing the race and not being last. Drawn out a "personal training schedule", hoping i would stick to it.
This coming week is a 'test week', with quite a number of class tests. Econs and physics are included. Darn, why can't i improve in my essay writing skills for GP and econs?! Feeling so darn useless.
I'm quite lost actually in class, feeling neglected and invisible.

21-01-06: ODAC training outside school
We had our "city hunt" yesterday, around areas chinatown, all the way to suntec and esplanade. The purpose was to make the J1s bond, and train as well. This was the 2nd such training i had attended since joining ODAC last year.
Here's the route my group had taken: Chinatown-firestation near funan the IT mall-ROM-fort canning park(complete task)-Istana park-Peace centre-Mt emily park-tekka centre-blk 662 and climb 25 storeys-national library-suntec city, fountain of wealth-area near padang, tan kim seng fountain, war memorial, cenotaph etc-sir stamford raffles statue(task: skit)-end point(the merlion). Woah, what an interesting race. Had lunch with the other ODACers then headed back home and slept. Had dinner outside.