Soccer match

Wahahhaha! I'm back for the 2nd time of this week.
Alright, had some cj odac vs some Yj peps soccer match at Yj today. Omg man... their school is so strict that only students can bring their non school friends in, so unlike Cj. Their field was well, the normal size but the grass wasn't maintained with them rather long.
Oh well, gotten my new soccer boots yesterday - addias predator absoludo. Though its a little oversize, but its still alright. Its rather comfortable and good contact with the ball though its just only a replica.
Oh... back to the soccer match... We ended full time with a 2-2 draw with Jun kwang and Gidman scoring.
Life sux and i'm seriously thinking about my existence in this world. Not as if i would bring any impact, i think i'm more of a hinderance and trouble. I'm good at nothing, be it studies, sports or anything else. To put it simple, i admit defeat. Life's meaningless without all the confidence, moral etc. What will i be in the future, i'll never know. A loss in sense of direction, i dun know what should i do next. At times, i just felt everything was lost, thus all the motivation were gone. Sadness is all what i felt. My life simply sux.
Alright... shall go chat now and hope to update asap!