Screwed

I'm real screwed man. After getting an O for my econs, I'm on my way out of this school, or retain if better. I really have no idea why this is happening to me, when I've already tried my best. Maybe I'm just not suitable for JC. Am feeling real sad now, at a loss.
Totally no mood to do anything, just hanged around my com, go out with friends and trying not to think much.
Friday's ODAC training was alright, first time being the leader of the day. Quite nervous, but need to thank everyone who helped me. Special thanks to Kenneth, helping me on the way, making sure I complete my task properly. Thanks every ODACer!
Don't feel like writing much today, just hoping the best for my maths results tmr. *Prays*